The Toad

It turns out that prince charming ain't that charming after all. He was never a prince to begin with, he was an ugly toad... and still is. There is no hope. Major turn off. Talk about social graces. Wtf was I thinking??! All those trouble for nothing. Tama na itigil na tong kalokohan na to. It's not doing me any good. I am disillusioned and I need to move on... Earth to rain.

After that episode with Mr. Not So Charming, I realized I should never lower down my standards, not even for anyone . These are my non-negotiables and shall remain that way. Under no circumstances that it can be compromised. Girls should learn not settle for anything less. Seems tricky but it can be done, with a little determination.

Much thanks to my gal pals who was with me last night and whom I absolutely adore! Without you I probably would have ditched the party early.

Mr. Not So Charming = Harry Houdini = Hallow Man

I'm really swearing off "mature" Atenean men... especially those who don't know who Ne-Yo is and looks like Samuel L. Jackson. Strike # 2.

Dating Slump...

It is official. I am in a dating slump.... waaaaahhhhh!!!! Quite embarassing I know... It just came upon me that this is a very serious situation. It was never a problem until a few years ago when I broke up with my ex. Thats when it all started which lead me to assume that its his fault! aarrgghh!

Can this be karma? Is this my punishment for being a former serial dater? I absolutely do hope not! How hard is it for a girl to find a decent date around here? Geez. Where did all the men go? It used to be easy finding myself a date. There was the rich kid, the businessman, the actor, the model, the executive, the banker, the gym buff and the list goes on and on...

The last one was a nightmare though. He was intelligent and charming but after a few weeks of dating, he turned psycho. That guy seriously has some major issues. Which reminds me that I have already sworn off dating "Atenistas".

I don't want to throw in the towel just yet. I do remain hopeful that I will find the right guy. There is a nice, decent, funny, intelligent, kind, handsome man waiting out there for me. I have yet to meet him... and that's good enough for now =)

The Unemployed

Its been weeks since I left my job or should I say " I was let go". It never dawned on me that I was going to venture yet again into the realm of the "unemployed". This really sucks. Curse the corporate gods! I hope they burn in hell! It is never a good situation for a twenty something to be in this predicament, or for anyone that is. Now I'm starting to wonder if working hard to earn my MBA degree even matter at all or does it really give me a legs up against the competition? Either way I am seriously doubting it. After spending 4 years studying and all that money for tuition, it seems that it did not do me any good. Last time I checked, my career is still non-existent. I found out a few days ago that my good friend who works for the same company is being let go too. Poor guy, he worked hard you know and very loyal too. Now somebody shares my sentiments. So what's next for me? I have no idea... But I'm keeping my hopes up. I have a feeling... something good is bound to happen... soon.